carry ons

it didn't look like extra baggage
but we were well over the limit
i say we because thinking me is how I got in this predicament
i thought if i concealed my reality from my mind my heart could just forget it
instead my emotions smothered my heart trying to protect her from the pain
my soul toted to much anger from her essence being taken in vain
my conscious carried too much fear, and my crown too much strain
i was unaware that my presence emitted unhealed energy
unaware that my eyes were gateways to my soul revealing an incomplete entity
and that my unconsciousness of my existence was inhibiting my being