Saturday, June 27, 2009

Saturday, May 30, 2009

saturns'day

And this is what they spoke.

She: it is a beautiful morning
He: Good Channing then

Friday, May 29, 2009

the truth is..

its not poetry just my thoughts caressing the paper
caressing because they usually only get released when my tear ducts get to heavy or too much tension makes me sweaty.
caressing because they dont get out much, so when they do they know to make a lasting impression..
they may not say much to you but to me they speak life.
and between me and you they know how to keep my secrets, and keep my story a mystery unless i permit them to speak there light.

Gone for Eternity

i left to take a walk on the Otherside, or so They call it

Outside is what i call it.
Outside of the box
Outside of the boundaries (you should know bc this is not where i was when u found me)

breaking the locks of the chains of mental captivity
where i can breathe fresh air, and maintain exposure to never ending sun light [ you see when the moon shines at night she's reflecting the sunslight]

i am free-ing my dome of this fatal mentality, this spiritual block

They call it the Otherside because they are comfortable with simplistic rationality
They call it the Otherside because they prefer religious technicality over emotional and mental spirituality
They call it the Otherside because they are unaware of the divine God essence in us all [ you see God is not the name for the most high it is a term used to describe an idealized untouchable master mortal]

They are afraid to step out because there self inhibiting blindness has them believing that they are so high up.. yet one unfamiliar step they will shift and they will fall.

that Box has taken there power
and that self inhbiting fear of flying has got them afraid to run, and that "righteous" walk has turned in to a crawl.
and the desire to step out is hampered by the fear of habitual-living-withdraw.

i call it outside of the box because because the first step is sizing up the wall, breaking down the barrier, and planning your ascent, conquering your mind inhibitons and all. [it is easier to pronounce faith when you feel you are unable to fall]

i call it outside of the box because my breathing is no longer conflicted, and my being no longer restricted

because i know that not one pure thought can evince without acknowledging the presence of the Creator within

i call it outside of the box because i know that nothing can manifest without my physical body accepting my etheric being

i am outside of the box because i am peering back in through Your eyes and i see you trapped Inside, your soul is out of air and your spirit in a constant reprise

we. law of polarity

the right to my left
you are the yang to my yin
the life in my ankh
you add righteousness to my sin
the sun of my moon, we would make beautiful stars

you add security to my unsurity
you are the finder of my lost.. love
the consciousness of my third eye
and the divinity in my energy
you are complex with in my simplicity
the melanin to all deficiency

you add the great to my good, and the will to my want.

you are the gold to my brass
the crystal to my glass
and the roots of my grass
you are my light in the dark
and the skip of my heart

you are the apple of my eye
i am the center of the pie

i am the 4 quarters in your dollar
the yell in your holler
i am the purity of your water
and the truth in any lie

i am the crown of your being
and the oxygen you are breathing
the green to your serene
the passion in your pain
and you are the completion of my name.

the mirror for my vanity
and you are the beauty in my insanity

you are the glow to my soul
the new to my old
the potter of my clay, the creator of my mould

you are the moisture in my teardrop
the beat of my rimshot
you turned my living into life
and my sharing into giving

you turned my patience into faith
and my faith back into patience
my patience into understanding
and my understanding to overstood.

beautiful surprise

Changing Kimistry

Yin and Yang Moon and Sun


Man and Woman
Negative and Postive

energy all beings of opposite principles in the universe.. galaxy


all things need opposing force to maintain there existence

Friday, May 22, 2009

longest hottest shortcut ever.







grab you clothes and get gone, you better hurry up before the sprinklers come on...She's the girl, I want to share my dreams I don't care if she can't fly over things, I don't care if ya can't see her wings, Watch her flyyy, yeah, Muh fucka ohh oh... mama i just killed a man put a gun up to his head pulled the trigger now he's dead mama life has just began and now ive gone and thrown it all away..We work nights, we some vampires Niggas gather round the beat like a campfire Singin' folk songs, but not no Kumbaya my Lord You download it for free, we get charged back for it.. its no inconvenience at all i insist on leaving an impression, so relax and ride out..Makin sure every nigga stay rich within my cipher
We paid the price the circle of success-hey turned my mic up
Im bout to hit these niggas with some shit that'll light your life up

creating light

and the sons of God fell in love with the daughters of man and there were giants in those days.

so what would a sun of the most high and a light mesenge create??

her wings would be in the image of me , her smile a reflection of your divinity, her eyes the windows to her emence spirituality and the twinkle in them ia her soul making its presence known in the dark. Her great stature an embodiment of the capabilites of her heart

Thursday, May 21, 2009

my angel.. havent got a clue

I haven’t got a clue if you’re the oneBut I like youAnd ooh I like how you make me feelI wanna do this rightDon’t wanna waste this nightBut I’m drowningDrowning in your loveBring me flowersAnd talk for hoursAnd ooh I like youAnd ooh I like how you make me feelKiss my faceYour warm embraceAnd ooh I like youAnd ooh I like how you make me feelI’m a little scared to hold you closeCause I just might never ever let you goCaught up in your smileI’m happy as a childBut I’m still drowningDrowning in your loveBring me flowersAnd talk for hoursAnd ooh I like youAnd ooh I like how you make me feelKiss my faceYour warm embraceAnd ooh I like youAnd ooh I like how you make me feelOh, do do do do do do doYour heart cares for nothing in returnAnd I’m just takingTaking you inCaught up in your smileI’m happy as a childBut I’m still drowningDrowning in your loveBring me flowersAnd talk for hoursAnd ooh I like youAnd ooh I like how you make me feelKiss my faceYour warm embraceAnd ooh I like youAnd ooh I like how you make me feelBring me flowersAnd talk for hoursAnd ooh I like youAnd ooh I like how you make me feelClose my eyes And dream for milesAnd ooh I like youAnd ooh I like how you make me feelBring me flowersAnd talk for hoursAnd ooh I like youAnd ooh I like how you make me feelKiss my faceYour warm embraceAnd ooh I like youAnd ooh I like how you make me feel

Saturday, May 16, 2009

last night


chels keyairra and moi

Wednesday, May 13, 2009




inspire me 51309

At this Time

At this time In this place you are , are mine And at this moment in my life, you belong to me..
I dont think its wrong, I cant help it
My mind asks my heart
If she felt it- I did
I can only ask for so much- please
I will settle for this touch- right here
My arms brag to each other about how you feel- feel so good
From conversations I know what they feel is... real
The past it didnt last
The present went too fast
The future so will be I wish that far I could see but
At this time at this time In this place, you are mine. And at this moment In my life You belong to me
Forgive me if my hungry complex is what you eat- im so sorry
I pray that for moments you will only be consumed by me
Often times we receive and then regret, I havent had a reason yet
This is the time God meant for us to be- night now
This is the place he allowed us to meet- right here
I may never get another chance
I just hope you understand that at this time, In this place, you are mine, And at this moment
In my life You belong to me
Who really cares what others may say, Probably missed a chance on feeling this way
About love what I know is true, Give them time and it can happen with them too
The deepest feeling that youve ever known, The greatest passion thats ever been shown
A flame that flickers and never leaves you alone, The weirdest place oh yes I call it my home

A.B go find it.

Monday, May 11, 2009

cee her allah nation now i end god
king her universe be allah
master cipher ruler equality love allah now divine
i lied i said you were the truth you took it as the truth and now i've got you but i dont want you like that, there only lives one love and that you cant compare to and thats the bare naked truth
Retaining reality, resisting rationality..

Friday, May 8, 2009

Supreme Mathematics

Supreme Mathematics
(1)Knowledge-
is the accumulation of facts thru observing, learning, and respecting. Knowledge is the foundation of all in existence, for it must be "known" in order to make it manifest. Knowledge is the "light" given off by our SUN, which is the foundation of our Solar system. Also the Original Man whom is the foundation of ALLAH's family. KNOWLEDGE=SUN=ORIGINAL MAN.

(2)Wisdom-
is wise-words being spoken, or to speak Knowledge(wise-dome meaning a wise-mind), and act according to it. Wisdom is WATER, or the vital building block of life. Wisdom is the Original Woman because thru her Cipher(womb) life is continued. It is also a reflection of one's Knowledge, and is shown and proven by the Moon being a reflection of the Sun's light(knowledge). Knowledge+the reflection of Knowledge=Wisdom(1+1=2). WISDOM=MOON=ORIGINAL WOMAN.

(3)Understanding-
is that which shows and proves the completion of Knowledge and Wisdom(Man, Woman, Child). Understanding is a clear mental comprehension. It is the Original child which is the star. The highest form of Understanding is Love, the bond between Man and Woman, or Knowledge and Wisdom. UNDERSTANDING=STAR=ORIGINAL CHILD.

(4)Culture/Freedom-
Culture is one's way of living. Meaning one's language(wisdom), and customs(ways and actions). Freedom, is to have a 'free-dome', or to lack restraints. The Original Man's culture is Islam(freedom, justice, and equality), which is peace.

(5)Power/Refinement-
Power is force or creative energy. To Refine is to perfect. Power is the truth which is Allah's mathematics. To Knowledge the Culture of Islam is to have Power.

(6)Equality-
is the state, or quality of being Equal. Meaning to deal equally with all in existence. Equality is achieved by teaching others Knowledge and Wisdom, making it Understood thru Understanding.

(7)GOD-
Allah is GOD. The Supreme being, Black man who is the Original, is god, Allah, lord of all the worlds, supreme ruler of the universe which is everything, sun, moon, and stars(god is the sun in the solar system, woman is moon, child is star).

(8)Build/Destroy-
To build is to elevate the mentality of self, and others around self. To add-on positive energy to Allahs nation. To Destroy is to ruin by allowing negativity to outweigh the positive.

(9)Born-
is the completion of all in existence. To manifest from Knowledge to Born, which is the law of mathematics. To be complete in itself.

(O)Cipher-
is a whole. 360 degrees of KNOWLEDGE(120) WISDOM(120) & UNDERSTANDING(120). All in existence pertains to a cipher.

Supreme Alphabet of the 5%

Supreme Alphabet

A- Allah

B- Be or Born

C- Cee

D- Devine

E- Equality

F- Father

G- God

H- He or Her

I- I

J- Justice

K- King or Kingdom

L- Love, Hell or Right

M- Master

N- Now, Nation or End

O- Cipher

P- Power

Q- Queen

R- Ruler

S- Self or Savior

T- Truth or Square

U- You or Universe

V- Victory

W- Wisdom

X- Unknown

Y- Why

Z- Zig-Zag-Zig

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Monday, May 4, 2009

the Liberation Unit

.. ♥ ..

if beauty is in the eye of the beholder every eye should be-holding you

ms..

lover of my soul, i dont know if i should be saying that because i dont know you that well
but i feel like i do..and thats all that matters correct? is the feelings.. feelings are most important when a feeling is the realest thing youve ever known, some one can be closest enough for you to see their soul but u still may not really know them, without having that feeling to hold.. but back to you the impartial lover of my soul, i have loved you since the very first day i laid eyes on you.. i mean ears on your soul, the very essence of your voice it touches me in a way that i didnt know music could do.. your soul glows through you music, and that is what you intend for it to do? i believe it was early 97 and i was seven years old plus two, my favorite things to hear you say were appletree next lifetime and certainly not me... than came orangemoon greeneyes and im in love with you.. your worldwide underground, got under my skin and became a part of my world as does every song you do..i didnt understand the depths of your words but we are never to young to recognize the truth.. and as i reflect i understand why i was drawn to you.. every verse and every note, your creations are the truth

e.badu

me and sissys.. and dominique

last wednesday of this semester.. the only thing pretty about that ive seen ove two semesters.. oh and i think he prefers dinero but either way

dis-covering me

I am pains most educated pupil
and i am miserys ex-company, i had to leave when i realized that she didnt really love me and that it was my soul giving her energy
i have been ignored by love
and ig-nor-ant of my own reality
i have been seduced by loneliness
and blinded by passion
i have been betrayed by kindness
and mis-taken as worthless
i am love in its most misunderstood and misrepresented form
i am the conqueror of pain
and i am miserys biggest adversary
i am seductions most deviant prey
and passions most overstood victim
i am patience in its strongest state
and i am wisdoms dedicated servant
i am growths deepest root, for at my base is the seed of truth
and i am love in its most subtle yet most profound form

may 2, 2009

love at all Cost. Stanley White jr

one who has everything Overstood...but love Misunderstands the lessons learned from pain... and pain is love...and love's pain ain't Misunderstood... because love w/o pain increases Overstanding...love Love @ @lL $...

our new president! SUbr SGA


Sunday, May 3, 2009

Stuck means not growing, so lets say not sure where your going.....

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Every experience we have is an opportunity to grow, and initiation into our godself.. Godship is your birthright and apart of your destiny.. Dr. Jewel Pookrum

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

..Early..


LOVE IS PATIENT, LOVE IS NOT JEALOUS OR BOASTFUL; IT IS NOT ARROGANT OF RUDE. LOVE DOES NOT INSIST ON ITS OWNWAY, IT IS NOT IRRITABLE OR RESNTFUL IT DO NOT REJOICES IN THE WRONG BUT IN THE RIGHT. LOVE BEARS ALL THINGS, BELIEVES ALL THINGS, HOPES ALL THINGS, ENDURES ALL THINGS. LOVE IS A PATIENT HEART. LOVE NEVER ENDS.

Monday, April 27, 2009

Universal Law

1. The Law of Divine Oneness:
The Law of Divine Oneness helps us to understand that we live in a world where everything is connected to everything else. Everything we do, say, think and believe affects others and the universe around us.

2. The Law of Vibration:
This Universal Law states that everything in the Universe moves, vibrates, and travels in circular patterns. The same principles of vibration in the physical world apply to our thoughts, feelings, desires, and wills in the Etheric world. Each sound, thing, and even thought has its own vibrational frequency, unique unto itself.

3. The Law of Action:
The Law of Action must be applied in order for us to manifest things on earth. Therefore, we must engage in actions that support our thoughts, dreams, emotions and words.

4. The Law of Correspondence:
This Universal Law states that the principles or laws of physics that explain the physical world – energy, Light, vibration, and motion – have their corresponding principles in the etheric or universe. “As above, so below.”


5. The Law of Cause and Effect:
This Universal Law states that nothing happens by chance or outside the Universal Laws. Every action has a reaction or consequence and we “reap what we have sown.”

6. The Law of Compensation:
This Universal Law is the Law of Cause and Effect applied to blessings and abundance that are provided for us. The visible effects of our deeds are given to us in gifts, money, inheritances, friendships, and blessings.


7. The Law of Attraction:
This Universal Law demonstrates how we create the things, events, and people that come into our lives. Our thoughts, feelings, words, and actions produce energies which, in turn, attract like energies. Negative energies attract negative energies and positive energies attract positive energies.

8. The Law of Perpetual Transmutation of Energy:
This Universal Law states that all persons have within them the power to change the conditions in their lives. Higher vibrations consume and transform lower ones; thus, each of us can change the energies in our lives by understanding the Universal Laws and applying the principles in such a way as to effect change.


9. The Law of Relativity:
This Universal Law states that each person will receive a series of problems (Tests of Initiation) for the purpose of strengthening the Light within. We must consider each of these tests to be a challenge and remain connected to our hearts when proceeding to solve the problems. This law also teaches us to compare our problems to others’ problems and put everything into its proper perspective. No matter how bad we perceive our situation to be, there is always someone who is in a worse position. It is all relative.

10. The Law of Polarity:
This Universal Law states that everything is on a continuum and has an opposite. We can suppress and transform undesirable thoughts by concentrating on the opposite pole. It is the law of mental vibrations.

11. The Law of Rhythm:
This Universal Law states that everything vibrates and moves to certain rhythms. These rhythms establish seasons, cycles, stages of development, and patterns. Each cycle reflects the regularity of God’s universe. Masters know how to rise above negative parts of a cycle by never getting too excited or allowing negative things to penetrate their consciousness.

12. The Law of Gender:
This Universal Law states that everything has its masculine (yang) and feminine (yin) principles, and that these are the basis for all creation. The spiritual Initiate must balance the masculine and feminine energies within herself or himself to become a Master and a true co-creator with God.

Mild ADHD Possible

keys to the colors

the color confrontation theory states that the white or color deficient Europeans responded psychologically, with profound sense of numerical inadequacy and color inferiority, in their confrontations with the majority of the worlds people all of whom posessed varying degrees of color.

spring



whats in a name?

Channing Khu-ba : knowing, eternal spiritual soul, breath of life [Khuba]


a name identifys the consciousness of our true nature and symbolizes the broader reality of identity, within the name is a full range of dimensions of our identity.
your name is what establishes your presence on earth, your name is the evidence of your existence. when a name is attatched to you certain specific forces of conscious intelligence are stimulated these conscious forces create a complete force you can identify with.

follow my lead

nine cardinal Principles of Righteousness in ancient Kemet.

(1) Right intentions
(2) Right thought
(3) Right speech
(4) Right effort
(5) Right action
(6) Right living
(7) Right reality
(8) Right understanding
(9) Right wisdom

MAAT
Her name literally meant "truth" in ancient Egyptian. She was the truth, the order, the balance and the justice. She was harmony, she was what was right, and what things should be. Maat was reality, the solid grounding of reality that made the Sun rise, the stars shine, the river flood and mankind think. She was the most important deity of them all.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

my smile is a physical manifestation of your love you are a reflection of Gods presence above, an incarnation of divinity Your perfection is my peace, your beauty my serenity. God saw you in my dreams and made you my reality I know that your one of his because you harmonize with my spirituality. You are the perfect note to my never ending symphony your harp knows my heart you've carefully handled my emotions you've created a complete melody I know God gave you your wings with me in mind, motions that match my heartbeat you are truly divine. I thank him for allowing perfection to co-exist with my impurities, you embrace my flaws and praise my insecurities. There is truth in your love and heaven in your touch faith in your works, peace in your word. I know that you weren't sent just as my amenity but I pray that when he calls you back he also sends for me. I can't find peace without you. You've shaped my faith within me you are my heart, my perfection, my peace and my serenity.

experiences// expression.. life lessons

the power points of life force in the body. Chakras function and relate within the systemic suite of the human bodymind. Chakras are considered to be a nexus of metaphysical and/or biophysical energy of the human body. They are the seven power points in the human body that circulate energy or the life force also known as prana or chi. They receive, assimilate and express this life force energy. Chakra points on the body contain consciousness. These wheels of energetic force have the ability to effect us physically, mentally, emotionally, psychically, and spiritually because they are levels of consciousness effected by our mental states. Each chakra has a particular state of consciousness, which it holds and effects. Of course the seven major chakras are the ones usually worked with, and are more general in their purpose. It is the seven major chakras that correlate with basic states of consciousness.

.missunderSTANdin.me..

you have to understand that you were it for me, the rest of my life was going to be you and me. so if im acting like i need you it's because you are love to me. why shouldn't love be equivalent to the air we breathe.
i know i have alot to learn and so much further to grow. but why shouldnt i feel comfortable with your peace on side of me.

carry ons

it didn't look like extra baggage
but we were well over the limit
i say we because thinking me is how I got in this predicament
i thought if i concealed my reality from my mind my heart could just forget it
instead my emotions smothered my heart trying to protect her from the pain
my soul toted to much anger from her essence being taken in vain
my conscious carried too much fear, and my crown too much strain
i was unaware that my presence emitted unhealed energy
unaware that my eyes were gateways to my soul revealing an incomplete entity
and that my unconsciousness of my existence was inhibiting my being